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Name: Deerocks
Birthday: 5/8/1986
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Thursday, December 01, 2005

dont update this shit much...but jus chillinz at the moment...


Sunday, October 30, 2005

Bored once agenz...

 

Shit, tired of gettin shot at
Tired of gettin chased by the police and arrested
asianz need a spot where WE can kick it
A spot where WE belong, that's just for us
asianz ain't gotta get all dressed up and be Hollywood
Y'knahmean?  Where do asianz go when we die?
Ain't no heaven for a thug
That's why we go to thug mansion
That's the only place where thugs get in free and you gotta be a G
... at thug mansion

[Verse One]
A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind
So much pressure in this life of mine, I cry at times
I once contemplated suicide, and woulda tried
But when I held that 9, all I could see was my little sisters eyes
No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble
Not knowin it's hard to carry on when no one loves you
Picture me inside the misery of poverty
No man alive has ever witnessed struggles I survived
Prayin hard for better days, promise to hold on
Me and my dawgs ain't have a choice but to roll on
We found a family spot to kick it
Where we can drink liquor and no one bickers over trick shit
A spot where we can smoke in peace, and even though we G's
We still visualize places, that we can roll in peace
And in my mind's eye I see this place, the players go in fast
I got a spot for us all, so we can ball, at thug's mansion

[Chorus: Anthony Hamilton]
Ain't no place I'd rather be
Children, dead homies and family
Sky high, iced out paradise
In the skyyyyyyyyyy..
Ain't no place I'd rather be
Only place that's right for me
Chromed out mansion in paradise
In the skyyyyyyyyyy..

[Verse Two]
Will I survive all the fights and the darkness?
Trouble sparks, they tell me home is where the heart is, dear departed
I shed tattooed tears and couldn't sleep good
for multiple years, witness peers catch gunshots
Nobody cares, seen the politicians ban us
They'd rather see us locked in chains, please explain
why they can't stand us, is there a way for me to change?
Or am I just a victim of things I did to maintain?
I need a place to rest my head
with the little bit of homeboys that remains, cause all the rest dead
Is there a spot for us to roll, if you find it
I'll be right behind ya, show me and I'll go
How can I be peaceful?  I'm comin from the bottom
Watch my daddy scream peace while the other man shot him
I need a house that's full of love when I need to escape
the deadly places slingin drugs, in thug's mansion

[Chorus] w/ minor ad lib variations

[Verse Three]
Dear momma don't cry, your baby boy's doin good
Tell the homies I'm in heaven and they ain't got hoods
Seen a show with Andy Lau last night, it had me shook
Drippin peppermint Schnapps, with Jackie chan, and ekin cheng
Then some lady named Billie Holiday
Sang sittin there kickin it with Malcolm, 'til the day came
Little LaTasha sho' grown
Tell the lady in the liquor that she's forgiven, so come home
Maybe in time you'll understand only Buddah can save us
When Azn Dreamers cuttin lose with the band
Just think of all the people that you knew in the past
that passed on, they in heaven, found peace at last
Picture a place that they exist, together
There has to be a place better than this, in heaven
So right before I sleep, dear Buddah, what I'm askin
Remember this face, save me a place, in thug's mansion

 


Friday, October 28, 2005

I Miss You...

see i still remember baby wen i picked u from the lot/
n i knew it wen i grabbed u that ud always have my heart/
n i told u from the start i would neva let noone hurt u/
i couldnt wait to get u home time to bust n work u/
first time i pulled u back, baby u was kinda tight/
but its all good wen we worked it every single night/ haha
u were da quiet type wenever we rolled/
but wen things got out of hand u was ready to explode/
n i loved u baby even lented u around/
just to show all my homies how my baby gets down/
n u never got jelous wen i brang new bitchs to play/
cuz after i bust i threw those bitchs away/
no other bitchs could stay or share the love that we had/
cuz u kept me alive through all the times that were bad/
n believe me baby nobody in this fucking world/
could ever take ur place at my side, u my girl/ BANG

see my little little baby dont u kno u drive me crazy/
all over the fuckin hood everybody kno u my lady/
n even though bitchs hate me u stand up n fire back/
dese bitchs aint shit dats y dey run wen we attack/
n da police always tryin to break our perfect team apart/
dats y sometimes i leave u at home or in the dark/
n u always understand u kno im always comin home/
rest ur head under the pillow or the cuboard near the phone/
ur the first thing i touch wen i wake up in the morning/
u make me feel excited wen im still up yawning/
but baby listen u kno we cant ride no more/
still remember that day they threw u straight on to the floor/
they broke down our door, told us not to make a move/
we coulda died together but instead we had to lose/
n i regret it baby u saw the tear from my eye/
now i gotta get a new gun hah goodbye/


Sunday, October 09, 2005

"Gowdayzn & Kangel - How Could I"
verse 1 (gowdayzn)

i cant picture myself not bein with her
so many moments and struggles weve both faced together
broken promises that she would really be here for me
through the thick fog she was really there for he
no more grayson and gee now it was grayson and him
broken in the basement with a bottle of gin
sippin my life, all memmories down the drain
the past five years of my life now concludes with pain
why did this happen to me god?, i gave her my heart
the promise is even tatted on my right arm
i feel stepped on, so what if i was obsessive
i had to know just incase of an event like this
ill blow my brains to bits, forget it and thats it
no more grayson lives, he will not exist
whos gonna notice? inside im already dead
so why not just load bullets and put it right to my head


[hook] (kangel)
when the rose has worn away..
all the promises you had made..
from the past has faded grey..
yet you pray..
that they will look your way..
but when that love doesn't go both ways..
you cry your heart out..
and you say.. "baby please stay"..




[verse 2] (kangel)
i could see all your pain..
just from one glance at your face..
i know you so well, you don't have to tell,
i'll give you your space boy..
i'm trying to tell him that..
"you can do better, you will be stronger,
just give it some time, you'll be fine..
just know she wont be there,
but i'll always be here"..
boy, just cry on my shoulder,
but he still wants to hold 'her'..
the love that you need baby,
is right by your feet baby..
you see, we are the same..
cuhz we both feel the pain of love..
i'm in love with my friend,
he's in love with his ex-girlfriend..
we are hopelessly the same,
and it brings so much pain.




[hook] (kangel)
when the rose has worn away..
all the promises you had made..
from the past has faded grey..
yet you pray..
that they will look your way..
but when that love doesn't go both ways..
you cry your heart out..
and you say.. "baby please stay"..





verse 3 (gowdayzn)

its on now, ive gone too far to turn back
i wanna end this, my face parked in front of my gat
one pull of the trigga, and say goodbye to my life
the winds blowin through my hair, i remember the nights
im at the same spot, where our lips first met
i guess it makes sense the same spot i meet my death
the beginnin and the endin how could i ever forgive
i wasnt lyin when i told you youre the reason i live
kinda disappointed, i cant tell you myself
instead through a note in my pocket tucked under my belt
mentally preparin, gettin my last thoughts out
breathin kinda heavy, while my hands remain steady
one phrase you always told me, ill never leave you
i guess the fault is on me that i did believe you
ive forgotten my close ones, all cause of this
the moment of truth is here yo, this is it


Sunday, July 31, 2005

quote of the moment "If your better off that way (better off that way)
Baby what I like to say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me
(Stay away from me baby)"

*sighs* dont know and dont care anymore...




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